And Then There Were None.

I give up. I give up. I give up. I give up.

It's over. I'm over. Kat is finished. The J.G. is finished. Ely is finished. Erika is finished. The unbecoming began a long time ago, and now the unbecoming is over. I have unbecame.

No more
Walking up six flights of stairs
Or throwing down the key
Because there is no buzzer.

No more
Walking over sleeping people
Before you get out the door of
Your own building.

No more.

- Jonathan Larson

I am so tired of being Kat. I'm simply exhausted. I don't have the energy to be me any longer. By me I mean the J.G., who in fact isn't me. Got it?

J.G. not Kat. J.G. not Kat. J.G. not Kat. J.G. =/= Kat. JG =/= K.

Everyone cares about the Phantom of the Junior High. Nobody cares about Kat. And that, I might add, is Kat's own fault. I have given you people everything. Everything I possess in the world. That isn't much. It amounts to a few song parodies, a sense of humor, and what I suppose could be construed as a heart. But it doesn't really matter. Don't worry about it, honestly. It's not your fault, it's mine. I have been very, very, stupid. Would I be very, very, stupid again? In a second. But I don't have that chance. I gave you everything because I wanted to.

I'm sorry, but I don't want to anymore. I don't have anything more to give.

Don't worry about me. That's the last order the J.G. is giving the PotJHers. Don't worry about me. The Phantom of the Junior High is over.

I should probably leave you as I came, as the J.G.. So here's what the J.G. would say, if I were her.

"Adios, amigos. Buena suerte. Don't take any wooden nickels, kid. It's a good life. Please remember, everything happens for the best."

Quote of the Day

After a battle lasting many ages
The devil won.

And the devil asked God,
"Lord, is there anything you wish to keep?
Any precious thing?"
The Lord thought for a long time.
Finally he said, "No."
The devil was surprised.
"Not even you, Lord?"
And God said, "No."
"Not even me."

- Clive Barker.

I remain, gentlemen, your faithful and obedient servant,

J.G.